Mentobe lyrics - Taproot song

It's ironic,considerate,rarity,patron of love
Higher knowledge engulfs me 'cuz the blast of fate
A lesson to my eyes concerned and over-whelmed
Theirs were of fear and I am feeling so empty inside
And yet it burns so awkward this time
It's something with my pride lies,I cannot hide my true side
And maybe in distress I can still come out laughing
That's the way I am
This little boy proud of helping those in need
But he's not me,but just maybe he could be
I can see it now because I am a hero to his eyes
Temporarily blind
This immature kid,a spirit as well
An angel hiding by helping and wanting to understand me
Tears,a waterfall of acid
Cries from his eyes
I need to recognize
It's meant to be,am I hard to recognize
What do I need to realize
Why can't I see with my own fuckin' eyes
What do I need to see