Suffering lyrics - Soil song

Well did you notice
What's wrong with me
No I can't even breathe
When my head's low
It's not with shame
It's from this pain you bring
Well I can feel it again
This loss is slowly crushing me
Through all this pain and suffering
I need you back in my arms
After all this pain and suffering
I want you back in my arms
Do you like my frown
I had a smile once
You turned it upside down
Make amends with me
No I can't even see
The reason behind your needs