In silent seas we drown lyrics - Silverstein song

I'm running just like the wind, a moving current
Feel it pushing faster, it's pushing faster
I'm hiding you like a sin, a lonely liar
See you taking after, you're taking after

We have come so far against these odds
Been on my back for way too long
But now I realize it's not my problem
There's countless ways I won't try to solve them

I'm caving in like a mine, I'm under pressure
Feel it taking over, it's taking over
I'm living life like a lie, I'm losing judgment
Shoulders growing colder, I'm growing colder

I have broken down so many walls
I never thought I'd have to climb them now
It used to be so fun, I used to dream in light
But now I work in dark I feel so worn and trite

I'm telling all my friends I love the highs and lows
But the truth is that I'd rather stay home alone
I'm making sure there's a path to make it harder for me
And make it harder to quit, make it impossible.

You won't believe what I'm capable of
Buried bodies, this labor of my love.

I silenced everyone
I silenced everyone
I silenced all my critics
Silenced them all except myself
I silenced everyone
Silence them all except myself

I silenced everyone
Silenced them all except myself
I silenced everyone
Silence them all by myself, myself

Because I've come this far, I won't back down
I struck a chord, inside myself and found
that there's no one else who can solve my problems
I can't admit to you that I regret them.

And when I'm heading home, I wonder where to go
'cause I'm honestly afraid I might die alone
I'm making sure there's a path to make it harder for me

You won't believe what I'm capable of.