Closer lyrics - Sick of It All song

sometimes I don't want to know
I don't want to know myself
sometimes I don't want to love
cause I don't feel it for myself

how can I improve on something
I don't know, so come closer
come closer, come closer, come closer
so I can drive you away
I'll manipulate the stupid game
with my own confusion
and I'll be bending all the fuckin' rules
with my own self doubt
and if I seem uncomfortable
do I seem uncomfortable
it's cause I am, my own mind
my peace is hard to find
secrecy in my mind
mysteries countless as the world outside
so come closer
drive you away