Strange & fascinating lyrics - Taproot song

walking past a waiting grave
burial today
shadows cast a golden grey
preparations made
so calm
yet violent winds they play
such a darkness on a bright Sunday
Am I awake?
it feels strange
yet fascinating
like everything is gonna be okay
I feel so alive
but in this place I can't
help but thinking
that I'll end up here someday
onto Contemplations Way
ever long across the street unscathed
Am I awake?
it feels strange
yet fascinating
like everything is gonna be okay
I feel so alive
but in this place I can't
help but thinking
that I'll end up here someday

elevator take me high
14 stories
2nd door he lies
I found his body breathless
I found the place obscene
I tried to look away
as I tried to fee the scene
a picture staring back at me
left me wondering
Am I awake?
it feels strange
yet fascinating
like everything is gonna be okay
I feel so alive
but in this place I can't
help but thinking
that I'll end up here someday