The taming of a beast lyrics - Pain Of Salvation song

Some nights I just feel this need to run
Some nights I just walk from birth [just wanna burn?] to death
Just like the sun
Some nights I just long to lose control
Some nights I just wish for destiny to touch my soul

It's a feeling that it's all too safe and sound
And I need something to shake me up
And strike me to the ground
The storm has come and rooted me up
And let me run, just burned my wings
Touched the sun, so let me fly
Just let me fall, just let it come

I wanna taste it all
I wanna falter and fall
I wanna run from civility
The blacks of morality
Just go without [?]
Because I someday shall create a fallacy
Just pulling you close to me
Just feel up the [?] of humanity
Sometimes I feel the beast is the best of me

It's not that I don't want what I have
It's not that I ever want to make anybody sad
It's not that I want to hurt myself
But some things are better broken than left on the shelf

It's the hunger and the restlessness, oh
Oh sweet vertigo
The lust enticing me to take the fall
To lock me up, to chain me down
And build a wall, destroy the wolf
Break its crown
This vile has claws
The boar has teeth
'cause when I'm weak

I'm gonna taste you all
I'm gonna falter and fall
I wanna give up my dignity
Give in to iniquity
Sleep with my enemy
Explode like a sun
And become your gravity
Just pulling you into me
At 600 feet to meet [?]
Sometimes I feel the beast gets the best of me

The beast gets the best of me
[?]

It's not for everyone to touch the sun
To rectify [?]
Just they save me on the ground
This guilt is all
A million more
Just let me roam and lock the door
Release the beast
Just set me free
Cover your eyes[?]