Who i am lyrics - Code Orange song

A broken recluse on the inside
Obsession is just the escape
You're beautiful on the inside
I'm filled with prismatic shame

My house of worship the blue light
So much simpler through the screen
Chromosome two X's and whY
It's not always what it seems?

You're so perfect from the outside
I stalked and studied away
You're marigold and I'm fluoride
At least that's what I'll portray

I wanna show you who I am
Swear you won't put me away
You'll be the best part of my plan
Swear you won't put me down

He knew she'd wipe the filth of life
But perception is a dangerous game
"The best of me September 12th"
He took that bet to his grave

Lock me up and throw away the key
I'll always find a way to prove
I'm not the enemy